DAY 03- MY PARENTS!

“Your folks are like God because you want to know they're out there and you want them to approve of your life, still you only call them when you're in a crisis and need something.”

-   Chuck Palahniuk

i WILL AGREE with this quote. Because by this time. We are slowly getting out of our comfort zones ( specially me ) and by that there are times that we tend to forget what's their role and who they are for us. But whats amazing about my parents is that they never let me experience all those things alone.

i'M pROUD TO SAY THAT THEY ARE MY pARENTS.

 Madami akong gustong sabihin about sa parents ko. pero i ko alam saan ako mag sisimula. Well, all i know is that I really love them both an i'm proud of them.
kahit na:

• My dad and i always argue on things.
• my dad is so strict and kill joy at times.
• my dad and i seldom talk.
• my dad is so busy with other things.
• my dad just gave me what i want but never the time.
• my dad is over protective
• my mom is a nagger ( sometimes).
• My mom is strict regarding grades.
• my mom is oa.
• they are both psychopaths ( not literally) when i'm not around and always calling me. blah. blah.
• i grow up away from them. yes.:)
• madami hindrances at cheeka na nag cause ng misunderstanding namin ( specially papa)
• madami akong secrets na i never told them.
• malayo age gap namin.
• busy din ako sa studies ko.

but despite this nega's i still love them because:

• nag a-adjust na sila.
• they are slowly learning how to deal with my mood.
• they gave me all that i wanted and needed.
• they are considerate.
• they gave me all the chances to change.
• the love that they gave me was irreplaceable 
• at the end of the day ako at ako pa rin ang pinapanigan nila.
• my dad now finds time to bond with me pero di talaga ma iwasan na err. my arguments.

basta madami positive na aspeto ... haha. ka paog kaya. :)) hahaha.

this guys are great because wala lang.:)) hahah. basta I'm thankful talaga na kahit na ganun yung relationship namin dati they try to correct it. and they always try to be good to me even if i don't deserve those goodness at all. :''>
actually i've been a very bad daughter to them. I'm very disappointing. pero despite that wala lang. nagagalit nga sila and all pero at the end of the day ok na.
and everytime my away kami and misunderstanding they are the ones na nag lo-lower ng pride nila. ( haha. hanep na anak!! wala hiya talaga ako. ) di kasi ako ma tiis ng mom ko. :)) hahah.
and everytime na may problema ako they would try to listen to me and fit me in theit busy schedules. pero at times i try to keep to myself na muna if i know na mas my importante pang mga problema kysa sa mga dillema ko.:)
further more, pag nag kakasakit din ako they would rush from where they are pa tungo kung saan man ako. kahit na yung pag kakasakit ko was all my fault they don't blame me. I just can't live without them. :) haha.
kasi pag nag kasakit ako my mom would always be the one to took care of me kung pwedy at di siya busy. she would always remember me to take my medicines. and my dad would always buy whatever i want to eat. :''> ( spoiled.)
and thankful ako kasi sa mga panahon na parang mamatay na ako sa sakit o di kaya di na ako maka hinga nandoon sila. but i don't want to see my mom so worried. haha. like last last week.
err. It feels like hell talaga. yung feeling na ang sakit2 ng tiyan mo tapos suka ka ng suka and all. grabe. wala talaga akong makita at iyak na ako ng iyak. err. tapos yung mom ko di n'ya alam gagawin. she just hold my hand while humihiyaw ako ahil sa sakit at suka ako ng suka. hahaha. :)  noong tingnan ko siya nakakawa siya. parang gusto niya angkinin lahat ng hurt. pero I won't allow that. mas na aawa ako sa kanya kysa sa sarili ko. haha. hays.
 ewan ko lang kung wala sila.

and what i love about them is that they never question my love for them kasi di ako showy na person eh. i won't even say i love you. ( corny!) haha.

on the otherhand,
cute din silang dalawa kasi parang mga newly wed. couple. haha. my pa loves2 pa! pwe! haha. corny na kasi pa minsan eh. and they always keep their bond talaga. i like how they build their friendship at pa minsan lang sila kung mag away and if mag away man sila hindi nila pinapakita o pina pa rinig sa akin. :) hahaha. and as possible di nila tinutulogan ang problem. :''>
haha. CUTE EH? hahahah. :''> tapos supportive sila sa isa't-isa. and my dad is always loyal sa mama ko. :''> and napaka cute ng dad ko everytime he would gave something to mom. :''> hahah. like noong watch he did not gave it directly to my mom he just put it in the middle of their bed tapos he called mom then sabi n'ya na sayo ba yang watch na nasa kama? haha. lols. my ganun pa talaga si papa. weirdo! haha.

basta madami akong cute na bagay na na appreciate sa parents ko. haha.
kahit na mataas ang expectation nila sa akin and the standards itself din. makasakit sa ulo! :''> LOL! pero ok lang. atleast di ako naging pabaya.

and these two guys really know how to raise me well. sila yung may pinaka malaking impluwensya sa akin towards how i value things.

hayys. basta. I LOVE THEM! :)